Sometimes you are just rolling along with your life and something brings all of those feelings rushing back. Most of the time I can't tell you what makes the feelings come back but it just happens. I guess grief works that way.
I have learned so much over the last 4 1/2 years.
When I lost my babies my world fell apart but what I didn't know know was that it would teach me a world full of lessons that I may never had know.
Just recently I was reminded that even though we ask ourselves why? There is usually an answer.
I remember a moment not long ago when I realized not everyone can have angel babies, not everyone could handle what we did, not everyone could not only be a vessel for life but a vessel that can carry angels.
I don't consider myself lucky that this happened to me but I do consider myself lucky to have had the experiences I have and to have met the amazing people that I have.
“Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away”
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Gotta love how the waves of grief work.... sometimes I wish they could come with warning... you are right though, through your angel babies you have learned so much, and grown in ways never dreamed possible. I know my 2 little angels have taught me more in their brief lives then any other person on earth, because of them I am a better person.
Thinking of you friend- Glad we aren't alone on this rollar coaster of life! You are grace!
Hugs-
L
It is so hard to come to the understanding that with death comes a more profound understanding of life and its blessings. You hit the nail on the head when you said that not everyone can handle what you've lived through, but I am a firm believer in the idea that we're never given anything we can't make it through. Recently I've been reminding myself of that on the regular.
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